I wanted to avoid writing this until I had some definite answers to give people. The last thing that I ever want to do is write something that sounds like I’m garnering for unnecessary sympathy. However, due to the recent influx of anon comments on my tumblr, all asking me about this blog and if I’m working on it, I feel like I need to say something.
The truth is that no, I haven’t been working on Let it Be lately. The reason for that is because I’m actually in the middle of a health crisis. Since I started my job, I’ve been under extreme amounts of stress. This stress has started to take its toll on my body. I’ve been having issues with my digestive health and on the orders of my Doctor I am having a medical test done on Wednesday. This test requires sedation and they will be taking biopsies of my intestines, colon, etc.
As anyone who has experience with these sorts of issues can tell you. All of the symptoms are the same, no matter what it is. From something as mild as an infection to something as serious as cancer, the symptoms are all identical so the only way to be sure is for me to have tests done. My doctor has said that the likelihood of me having cancer is very low due to my age though it is always a possibility (her words, not mine), but it is highly likely that I could have ulcerative colitis or Crohn’s Disease. Which can sometimes require surgery, depending on how badly uh, for lack of a better term, damaged your insides are.
Frankly between this, the symptoms, the job and the entire MESS that’s going on there (if I get into it I will definitely start crying) I’ve actually started falling into my depressive habits. As my friends can tell you I have withdrawn lately, and sought out very little contact with people. I’m sorry. I know how much people enjoy this story and I know how much you guys want more. I apologize for not being able to deliver it right now.
I wanted to wait until I had a definite answer to give everyone (or if there was no answer needed) but like I said, I’ve had so many anons messaging me I thought everyone deserved to know the truth.
I will get back to work on LIB when I can. But, I will ask for the people who have been sending me hate and trolling me for not updating my blog that you please consider what I have said and what I am facing before you type out those messages. Thank you.
EDIT: Of course, some anons have been perfectly lovely and I love hearing from people who read this blog. The ones who have been mean or rude know who they are and know that they’ve said. So, please, if you are one of the lovely nice anons then please don’t feel like I hate getting messages because I don’t. They always make me smile. Thank you!